Depression Music pt. 1

Here is a condensed (not really) list of songs and why they helped me (somewhat) through depression. This list will mostly be BTS songs. Guess I'll do the fancy clicky link magic.

1. The Truth Untold- This song means a lot to me. It is basically about a person who can't bring themself to show their true self to their lover. Instead, he plants someone new, someone who isn't themselves, but a replica. Basically me when I was in my first relationship, and I was kinda not ok. 
2. Magic Shop- This one is kinda something I would listen to after crying for a while. Yes. We know. I am a weird little shit head. But the lyrics are pretty deep, as are all BTS songs. "When I hate being myself, when i just want to disappear forever, I open one door, and there I was in your heart". It's basically describing a place that I wish I had. I still don't trust myself to let others see the vulnerable side of me, so this kinda (sorta, not really) gave me solace in a way.
3. Let Go- In a way, this is kind of a suicide song. I know that wasn't the original purpose, (I think it was going to be their last song but it wasn't) but in a way the songs says, it's ok to go. "In order to release your hand right now, I gotta let you know that I need you to let go. Hard to say goodbye, but I can't run." To me, it's saying, you can go. We'll be okay. This also brings back memorie of a close friend, but I'll write that later.

Well I really don't feel like analyzing more BTS songs. It is 1:48 here in the morning, and I am to sleepy to do it, but not tired enough to go to sleep. Instead I will think more about what to write and not die.

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-Jordan